【English Sub】If I Can Love You So – EP 38 如果可以这样爱 38 | Melodrama Chinese Drama

I so want to find you To lightly touch your face I will open both of my hands To gently caress your back Please let me have your Lost time Before you cry I will be the one to keep your tears Even if the world stands in front of me And wildly say That I should stop being extravagant and wasteful If I Can Love You So Episode 38 How is it? Brother, how about we still go to the hospital? Mochi, you need to have faith in yourself Dr. Zhang has been searching for a heart donor for you all over the world He also plans to gather acclaimed doctors for a group consultation on your case I believe a miracle is waiting to happen Don’t lose hope Mochi, if you don’t want to think for your sake, at least you have to consider it for Kao’er I heard this afternoon that Milan may have gone to Seattle She went to Seattle? She went to Seattle to do what? What else can she do? Mochi set the majority of his assets aside for Kao’er Would Milan leave it at that? Right, she argued with me once She forced me to tell her Mochi’s whereabouts I never thought she would find out this quickly Do you think she’ll do something bad to Kaoer in Seattle? It’s possible I’ve hired someone to monitor her, that’s why I knew she’s gone to Seattle As for what she’ll do, who knows? This woman is willing to do all kinds of vicious things – Freeze all her cards – Okay I’ll take care of it right away Let’s see what else she can do without money If she dares to hurt Kaoer, I will let her die without a trace Bai Kaoer? I didn’t even pick up my pay You actually played my song at this kind of place? Did I teach you to play the piano to so you could play in such a place for pay? It’s because I had no other alternative No alternative? You didn’t even play well. It was a mess! You’ve ruined my lifetime’s excellent reputation. How did I teach such a student like you? – Mochi – Don’t touch me Why did you suddenly come back? I knew you wouldn’t abandon me Do you know how poorly I’ve lived recently? If I wasn’t waiting for you here, I wouldn’t be playing the piano, either You’ve been living well at the mansion. Why did you come out? Did he evict you? No, I left on my own – Why? – Don’t you understand? Slow down I haven’t eaten a good meal for many days I only ate bread whenever I got hungry. I couldn’t help it I need to save money to buy a plane ticket

Is that enough? If not, we can order more for you It’s enough. If I ate more, I would be embarrassing you You actually know about embarrassment? What kind of piano playing was that? Actually, I normally played pretty well But I’ve been too tired lately, so my condition isn’t that good You even dare say that Have you seen any unpleasant people lately? Unpleasant people? Like who? That’s good if there isn’t any Do you think I’m a pig? How much better are you from a pig? Fine, just pretend I’m a pig Then you fell in love with a pig How much better are you compared to a pig? – Hello – May I help you? – I want a room, please – Oh, yes. Please wait Thank you – I have a single room available – Okay, thank you Thank you I’m sorry, Miss. This card is declined. Do you have another one? What? Sorry Sorry, Miss, but this one isn’t working, either I suggest that you call your bank. Both cards are declined. I’m sorry Excuse me? Pardon? I’m not sure what’s happening, but in this case, it’s best that you call your bank It must be your machine problem – This cannot be— – Actually, no. We haven’t had any issues today with any other credit cards – So it’s just yours, so I suggest you call your bank – What does that mean? My card was stolen? – No, I’m not sure— – I don’t want to listen to you. I want to see your manager – Okay. But – I want to see your manager now! I’m very sorry. She has tried your cards, and they haven’t worked What? What are you saying? Can you speak Chinese? Is there any Chinese around? I don’t understand. Chinese! – Could you please… You could call your bank – What? What are you saying? Look, it’s just the best if you call your bank to see what’s going on here Milan You were on the plane all day, you must be tired. You should rest now You sleep on the bed, and I’ll sleep on the floor You sleep on the bed, and I sleep on the floor Who let you sleep on the floor? – I don’t know – What “I don’t know”? Didn’t we agree yesterday? I sleep on the floor, and you sleep on the bed

Geng Mochi, is anyone else like you? Do you think I’ve never slept with a man and only want to sleep with you? Enough, get up now. Clean this up and make me breakfast Sure, I’ll make breakfast. You don’t need to be mean Breakfast? There’s nothing here. I’ll go buy some Mochi, Mochi, I forgot my jacket! Mochi! Cathy Why are you here? You came out dressed like that? Were you kicked out? None of your business If you get sick from the cold, who would take care of Geng Mochi? Why are you drinking coffee here? Is Julia on strike? This coffeehouse is the closest one to your houseboat I’ve been sitting here a lot lately I guessed that I could run into you here And I really did We are fated. Right? Kaoer. Kaoer? Where did she go to buy breakfast? Where did you go to buy breakfast? Long time no see! Look at you. How did you sink to such a state? Aren’t you happy seeing me hungry and cold? Can you please not talk about me like that? The last thing I want is to see you hungry and cold Unlike someone else, who would drive you out of the house in this cold weather What do you mean? I know Geng Mochi has returned I also need to tell you this, Milan is here, too Milan? That’s right. Milan came to Seattle I was meeting a friend at a hotel, and happened to see her Are you sure? Her credit cards didn’t work. I was the one who helped her get a room. How could I be mistaken? I’m guessing that she has gone find Geng Mochi now You told her where he lives? Yes, I told her Milan is here. Geng Mochi’s good days have also come Qi Shuli! You went out dressed like that? Did someone unpleasant come by just now? None – Really? – Are you questioning a criminal? Come in now Aren’t you cold? Store Opening Our store has just opened! There’s a twenty percent discount! – Welcome! Welcome! – Let’s go – Congratulations, Luo Hao – How come you two are here? That’s right. We’ll be calling Boss Luo from now on – Manager Luo, do you remember me? I’m Little Yang – Yes I’m Fan Yang. Do you remember me? – How can I forget? Come, please go inside – Let’s go Hurry, hurry Luo Hao, I didn’t know you’d act so fast You opened a store so quickly You helped, too You’d rather be the lead chicken than the tail of a phoenix. You are destined to be an entrepreneur I don’t dare to say I helped – Don’t talk anymore. Go inside to try my cooking – Okay

CEO Han? Doctor Zhang, what a coincidence. So you’re here, too I’m temporarily staying here during my business trip – And you are – I am meeting a couple of clients Can I take a little of your time? I need to talk to you I need to go out for a bit. You stay here to pack up, and we’ll be moving Move? Why are we moving? I like it here a lot Where are you going? – Really? – Yes He told me himself He set up a memorial altar for the child in a temple in Hangzhou He would go there from time to time. I thought he had business there It turned out to be for that child My brother must be feeling so heartbroken He is someone who doesn’t show his feelings I thought that after so many years, the pain would have dulled Who knew that the pain hasn’t faded These two years, he donated a lot of money to the orphanage He adopted a dozen kids In a school in the remote mountainous area, he even built a music education room It’s probably all for that child He is feeling such pain inside, but he’s never told us He feels the most pain because the child was his and Bai Kaoer’s flesh and blood It’s a testament to their love, and the continuation of his life. What a sad loss He is all alone in the United States now He wouldn’t go to the hospital, either Darwin, you should go to the U.S. to get him back Don’t you think I want to? The reality is, he may not live long enough to wait for that matching heart donor Instead of waiting in the hospital, why not spend one’s remaining time by Kaoer’s side? He told me not to bother him I respect his decision Jinyi, both of us know… that day will come sooner or later We just haven’t been brave enough to face it We just can’t dare face it I’m glad you’ve brought me here today But why did you want to bring me here? Didn’t you want to talk with me? At this place? Sure, let’s talk Milan, you’ve brought harm to too many people I think you know that I don’t have much time left If I find out that you are bothering Kaoer, I won’t let you go even if I become a ghost So this is what you want to talk about? What do you want to do? Put down the gun Geng Mochi Put down the gun. You are committing a crime Geng Mo… Geng Mochi!

Geng Mochi! Save me! Geng Mochi, save me! Geng Mochi, save me Geng Mochi! Geng Mochi! Geng Mochi, save me! Save me! Save me! Geng Mochi! Geng Mochi, save me! The chairman has viewed the analysis report about Sheng Da company I’ve sent the recommendations to your email The video conference with the U.S. is set for 2:30 p.m I changed your meeting with Pan Long Electronics to 4 p.m The meeting with the financial department had to be shifted to tomorrow Also, the demolition and land acquisition project for Heng An Shopping Center in Hongjiang is approaching its conclusion It’s a very important project to Chairman He thinks our progress is a little too slow. What do you think? Yingzhi, I ran into Zhang Qianshan Dr. Zhang, do you want to meet me for a reason? CEO Han, what I am about to say to you might sound a little impudent But I’m really concerned about Yingzhi – Therefore – It’s all right. Just say what you want Okay, then I’ll speak openly CEO Han, you probably know about my feelings for Yingzhi It’s been a long time since the divorce I’ve kept trying to repair our relationship, but it looks bleak after doing it for this long time After all, we’re still a family even if we don’t reconcile We have a son together But Yingzhi has feelings for someone else now It’s okay if there’s someone else If another person can give her happiness and a family, I won’t say anything but to wish her happiness However, after observing for a while, I’ve discovered that it’s just a unilateral affection I’m worried that if she unilaterally wait like this, she’ll eventually get nothing CEO Han, the person that Yingzhi likes I think you know who he is. Right? The coffee in this hotel is quite good I didn’t know he would be mistaken about you CEO Han, I’m sorry for causing you trouble. Sorry Yingzhi, I think Zhang Qianshan still loves you a lot How about this? I considered it for a while yesterday The head of administration at the U.S. headquarters has just resigned They have an opening. I think you will be great for it You don’t have to worry about the salary You are highly regarded by Chairman. They will treat you well Of course, this matter can’t be decided by myself alone It requires the approval of the U.S. headquarters Let’s do this, you go back and start preparing for transferring your duties If there is anyone suitable, you can recommend him or her to me Geng Mochi, so this is our new home? Mochi. Mochi! Oh, my god, Miss Cathy!

Sir, do you know who our new neighbor is? Brad Pitt? Tom Cruise? Neither. It’s Miss Cathy Cathy? Yeah, and her boyfriend, that Mr. Geng Geng Mochi, why did we have to move here? What are you trying to do? Nothing much There are many trees here, the air is good, and the yard is large What do you mean by that? Nothing I just want to live here. If you don’t want to, you can move Open the door. What are you waiting for? Good evening, Cathy Welcome! Welcome to you two! May I come in? This is so interesting I am so happy We are neighbors again I’ve brought over a bottle of good wine. I’ve been reluctant to drink it. Now, we can finish it tonight Go make some tea Hurry Good house. Good house It’s really interesting Actually, since we know each other so well, we are perfect as neighbors, aren’t we? It’s safe, and we can have a party. Right, Cathy? Why did you decide to move here? I got tired of the houseboat I looked around and saw this house to be suitable, and just moved in If you need anything while living here, feel free to tell me Don’t be formal, we are neighbors now Do you not have a housekeeper? There’ll be one starting tomorrow Tell me the truth Is it really because you’re tired of the houseboat? It’s mainly to display our love Good, good, good! Cathy, bring us two glasses. We must have a good drink Coincidentally, I’ll be holding a Christmas party tomorrow Do you want to join the fun? You can also display your love there Sure, we won’t be doing anything else anyway I’m so sorry We tried our best in the operation to minimize the injuries, but given the scars, it’s inevitable This would gradually recover to a long a period of plastic surgeries Mirror… Give me a mirror! That’s good

Excuse me. Enjoy yourselves Ken, long time no see – It’s been a while – Yes. Take your time – Enjoy yourself – Yes, I will You’re here. Welcome Teacher Geng, I’ll introduce a friend to you Robert This is a very amazing Chinese pianist that I told you. This is Mr. Geng Nice to meet you And this Mrs. Geng Pleasure to meet you Okay So, anyway You and Mr. Geng are top-class pianists So do we have the honor to enjoy both of your performances tonight? Yes, no problem No problem? Thank you, thank you very much And you? Teacher Geng, you represent the top pianists from our country Tonight, if you don’t perform, that wouldn’t seem right, would it? Okay then Okay? Then that’s wonderful Shall we go? It’s all right Hey, listen up everybody! Today is a big day Today, we are so honored to have two talented pianists right here Mr. Robert and Mr. Geng, the top gun from China! So everybody, would you like to hear some music? Yeah! Okay Ladies and gentlemen, Mr. Robert and Mr. Geng Wow!

My dear, help me out of here Don’t let me faint here Mochi! Mochi! Mochi! Mochi! Emergency I don’t know. I don’t know the details yet The doctor told me to go to his office. I’m going there right now I told him to stay in the hospital, but he wouldn’t He is awake now The doctor checked him and wants to see all of his medical records Darwin, please bring over his medical records. The sooner, the better I know. I will stay with him I want to walk alone – Are you sure? – Yes Excuse me. I’m looking for a patient named Mochi Geng. He is Chinese Yes, yes, he is here, in room No. 2 Okay, thank you so much You’re welcome Take care of yourself. If you need something, please call me Thank you very much Are you feeling better now? Much better I’m sorry It’s all right. Last night’s performance may be the last time that I played in front of so many people I enjoyed it. I haven’t played with so much focus for a long time I have forgotten that I’m a pianist But last night, you played really well It’s the best that I’ve heard you play I’m serious Even Robert was impressed and couldn’t stop praising you I arranged an expert team for you In a few days, from around the world, they would be rushing here to examine and treat you Don’t worry, I’ll take responsibility for your illness until the end Otherwise, Bai Kaoer will kill me Thank you Qi Shuli Don’t you know why I moved next door to you? I’m trying to send Kaoer back to your side I know that I can’t protect her anymore

Actually, I really despise you But I have to admit, you’ve taken great care of her in the past few years Once I’m gone, what will she do all alone? Therefore, I can only entrust her to your care Are those sincere words? Otherwise what? Do you want her to jump into the river again? I originally didn’t want to return to Seattle But Milan is here I was afraid that Milan will bother Kaoer Besides, if I leave like this, I was afraid Kaoer will do something extreme again You know too that she hasn’t completely recovered Don’t worry Since I brought Kaoer to Seattle, I will definitely take full responsibility of her Otherwise, I wouldn’t be able to face her parents Also, all that you just said, it’s still too early to say them Who will be the one ultimately staying with Kaoer, it’s up to fate. It will decide We don’t know, so stop worrying about it and just focus on your recuperation Fate chose me in the beginning Now, it has chosen you Is that so? Of course Outside love’s door Whoever betrayed whom is the one waiting Laughter and tears are constantly repeating Is being loved good or bad Wantonly uncover the mystery And let fate be unable to make arrangements You said that loving you has nothing to do with the future We are waiting for the clock to slow down Sparks fell in love with the great sea Sinking into its embrace after blossoming If we can accept this unexpected situation Let the pain be more straightforward Gambling on all victories and defeats If I can love you so I understand all those reasons Even if I turn into dust for you Even if I turn into dust for you With us being so in love with each other I can laugh to my heart’s content even while crying That bitterness is also used to irrigate the wound That bitterness is also used to irrigate the wound You said that loving you has nothing to do with the future We are waiting for the clock to slow down Sparks fell in love with the great sea Sinking into its embrace after blossoming If we can accept this unexpected situation Let the pain be more straightforward Gambling on all victories and defeats If I can love you so I understand all those reasons Even if I turn into dust for you Even if I turn into dust for you Sparks fell in love with the great sea Sinking into its embrace after blossoming If we can accept this unexpected situation Let the pain be more straightforward Gambling on all victories and defeats If I can love you so I understand all those reasons I am willing to accompany you in turning into dust